FUTURE

RANDOM PHOTO

2009-07-03T01:07:00.003+08:00

*from the net

VERY VERY SLOW THIS DAYZ

2009-07-03T01:01:00.002+08:00

What can i do,i just dont have enuff time to update my blog,i still love to blog but cant at the moment.Must make some changes in my blog too.Just have to wait for the time...i guess it have to wait till next month.So plz dont go away just try to come back next month ok...
Thank you

SO LONG

2009-03-25T00:51:00.000+08:00

WAH..dah lama tak update my blog..macam dah baring je la..tah la...

DEMOCRACY TREE

2009-03-11T15:47:00.005+08:00

under this tree that the emergency sitting of the state assembly was held.some named the trees Transparency, Justice, Integrity, Trustworthiness and Welfare.

A message from DEMOCRACY TREE

I am just a tree, why not be like me..I give shelter, and rest to all in need, you can see.There’s shade under my branches, come and take your restYou’ll know then, that I am simply Nature’s gift and I ….did my best.

- Shakuntala, an anak Bangsa Malaysia who adores trees and spends time just staring at their beauty and generosity and who believes in the fusion of Nature with human activity.

MR AND MRS KUJU

2009-03-06T01:14:00.002+08:00

dont worry ok..it is under control,kome gi la enjoy urselves ,cakap memang senang kan..i know how u guys feel but trust me they are fine with us...have fun ok muahhh

MY HERO

2009-03-04T15:03:00.002+08:00

WEIGHT

2009-03-03T15:24:00.000+08:00

ROMANIAN SONG!!!

2009-03-01T15:43:00.004+08:00

MY FAV SONG AT THE MOMENT..

YEAR 2009!!!

2009-02-28T19:21:00.001+08:00

Not as i expected....but i know that it will be better,so many things happen again have to stay stronger...

ALA HAI BORINGNYA

2009-02-16T19:44:00.003+08:00

semangat dah hilang la dalam alam blogging ni..mcm tak jadi je i jadi blogger yg terrer...so dull my post i tau tapi i dah tak tau nak post apa...

KONON

2009-02-13T19:41:00.002+08:00

kononnya nak jadi blogger terhebat...haprak pun tak da...
kononnya nak tunjuk earning kat org...malu beb tak sampai puluh pun
kononnya nak kaya dgn blog...hahahaha wat a joke
kononnya nak spend more time kat blog...wei anak aku menyusu lagi la fikirla sendiri(tis is for me)

so harap la semua konon ni jadi kenyataan belaka....

MAMA FUNK!!!!

2009-02-12T17:13:00.001+08:00

KENAPA I TAK LEH VIEW YOUR BLOG??WAT HAPPEN??DID I DO ANYTHING WRONG???PLZ REPLY YE MAMA FUNKY...MEMANG DAH LAMA I TAK ONLINE TIBA2 JE MCM NI LAK....
RINDU NAK BACA UR POST LAAAAAAAA

WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN

2009-01-27T01:49:00.002+08:00

Well looks like it will never be the same again,i have to go on pretending everything is alrite till burst out one day...i hate to be sound over small2 things tat dont make sense..it looks more like the other party just wanna find fault,well i am not prefect n will never be,so plz dont push it too hard when you yourselves have too many fault,by being an egoist wont make you look cool it make u look guilty only....it you want things to be change u change yourselve too dont only blame the other party,funny thing is you always have answer to all ur mistake and you justify it to fit ur situation,but when it comes to me it is just bullshits right...and remember that ALLAH knows everything...u can hide here but not there,u can be smart ass here but not there..u can use all words as a wepon towards me but not there...I am not perfect but i did change to be a better person but u turn out worst,u wont admit it i know but i just have to let it know you is in favour ....and u can win ur fight here over me but deep in ur heart u know u are the loser,i trust you know what i mean...yeah you know..u know it all...

HARI-HARI YANG MENYEDIHKAN

2009-01-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

serious aku tgh sedih gilerr,aku letih.aku tension,aku sakit,aku tak selera makan,aku tak tgk tv,.......tapikan aku jadi mature..betul baru aku realise yang hidup ni hanya sementara tak leh nak ambik pusing tentang isu2 yg kecik..so guyz..aku banhun semula chewahhhhhhh

ahrg..still menyedikan

My mum

2009-01-05T16:14:00.003+08:00

Officially Blogging From Kuala Kangsar,Perak.......

2009-01-05T15:33:00.002+08:00

............hmmmmmmmm........hua..........!!!!!!!!!!!!hua........!!!!!!!(tgh menangis ni)
My Godness kat sini sangat la sunyi..i kira dari pukul 6am tadi till now,3 bijik kereta and 6 bijik motor je lalu deoan my house(termasuk my cousin n uncle n the neighbour)...huargggg sungguh boringnya.I MISS MY MUM..N MY DAD TOO....I MISS IPOH..
Faizah n Kaif seems to not mind it ok la tu kan..yang penting anak2 selesa..i pun senang la nak ajar my daughter .I hope i will form a better family kat sini..Please friend n family do pray for me and my family..AMIN....

p/s MAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU LAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

SAD AND HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME

2009-01-04T02:02:00.004+08:00

2moro morning i will be leaving to my own hse iam happy but sad to leave my parents (stayed with them in ipoh since i was pregnant with faizah..2005)
even tho my relationship with my parent is not that jolly2 one but still they r my parents and ido love them so much(cant seen to tell them that..ego kot)
mum my might be thinking right now'wah girl is so happy to leave us'..trust me Ma..langsung tak mcm tu..
i think it is my time to fly with my little family just like u did b4...so Ma do pray for me..i know iam not the daughter u wanted me to be..but im still ur daughter right..
i can never ever replace all the love n caring you pour to me..i can only pray for ur good health n happiness...
I want to say these words right infront of you(agan due to my ego..i just cant said it out)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MA AND PA

GOOD MORNING BLOGGER AND READERS

2009-01-01T08:55:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum..good morning...selamat pagi and salam sejahtera!!!
Today like other dayz is just another day..*tergendala sebentar my 3 year old daughter nak gi BO* ok back to just another day,plan to goback to my kampung in Kuala Kangsar(not sure yet)Kaif is sleeping but eye half open,he might wake up anytime soon..

ok again tergendala untuk 45 minutes,mum naik atas and maki2 me macam biasa kan i dah kata it is just like another day..hahaha..aku dah buasa kena maki pagi2,pastu meleret2 sampai malam pun dah biasa.dulu masa single boleh la aku terus blah dari rumah gi lepak gan kawan tapi sekarang ni takkan nak angkut anak2 aku yang dua org ni(cuba bayangkan) hahahaa

so plan to balik kampung jadi by 1.00pm i will moving,
Faizah masuk balik bilik and wish happy new year.as if she knows the meaning.Kaif down stairs with my Dad(baik kan my dad bagi i chance to blog)hehehe

My Mum ni kalau dia dah bangun dia tak tahan see kami yang lain laze around so mula la dia nyanyi lagu yang sumbang...hahahah

ok la guyz,i made my point today nad also i am starting to make changes(mum maki pun i senyum lagi,lagi my mum panas hati kah kah kah)

kenapa ni!!!

2009-01-01T01:01:00.001+08:00

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la wei dalam setahun ramai ni je view my blog..apasal la sikit sgt...boeing sgt ke blog saya ni..ish ish ish

CHANGES

2009-01-01T00:30:00.003+08:00

Need to do some changes in my life at this moment,I'm 33 years old and i haven't achieve what i wanted to,i don't regret my past at the same time i try to minimise mistake in Future.I have been through alot in my life some r bad some r good...i hope after this mostly good things appear.Sometime people don't seem to understand me(i taught i was easy to interpret),Well u see even i don't understand my self so y should i expect others to do so,So now i am just gonna ignore my emo feelings n start thinking logic and practical.I want to be a good teacher to my children and make sure they get what they deserve..my time is over now i have to concentrate on them..not to say I'm neglecting my self just that I wont make myself as priority,

Hope that what i wish n want we come through..AMIN

Rain

2008-12-29T00:51:00.003+08:00

It is rain cats n dog in ipoh since 3 pm,actually i like the rain it make me feel calmer.Since young i really like to play in the rain.Once when i was 17 years old it was 2 am,at that time i was staying in Brickfield,KL..One of my family fren woke up n the woke me up n actually suggested tat we play in the rain..WEIII 2 am IN THE RAIN...CRAZY la...but guess wat we did that we sneak out from the back door n we played n dance at least for one hour.the next day both of us was so sick but you know what it was worth it..i can never have that time back..miss u SHAM(she is in UK now,last week i spoke to her)
At this moment my Faizah n Kaif are both asleep,hubby is sleeping too(he is not well 2day)..Love you all..muahhhh

2008-12-22T14:09:00.001+08:00

THIS WAS ALL TAKEN IN KUALA KANGSAR,TAK BYK YG BLH I PUBLISH COZ BYK YG TAK PAKAI TUDUNG...:)

Girl,aka,aka baby,jaania,mummy

2008-12-21T01:47:00.003+08:00

My latest pic..memamg u all tak kan dpt lihat gambar penuh coz i ni gemukz gila..so bila dah kurus nanti i paste la before n after ok...hehehe tah bila la tuuu

TODAY :(

2008-12-20T10:40:00.003+08:00

1-very bored.......
2-kaif n faizah tgh main atas katil
3-bored
4-lapar belum take b'fast
5-otak kosong
6-nak buat something ..tapi apa hah..?
7-baru lepas menjerit mcm hantu kat faizah
8-tension(faizah buat tak tau je terus main gan kaif)
9-faizah nak gi kencing..arghhhh(tapi dia gi sorang)
10-lama tak enjoy
11-perjalan hidup amat membosankan
12-arghhh
13-kaif mengintai bajinya(faizah)
14-sekali lagi menjerit kat faizah(degil sungguh)
15-rasa nak lari mana2 n menjerit sekuat hati
16-tension lagi
17-tgh marah(faizah buat perangai)
18-tgh buat muka paling hodoh n poyo(menyampah aku)
19-rasa gemuk(memang gemuk pun)
20-pening kepala(mata sebelah kat pc sebelah lagi on both of them_
21-kaif dah tension
22-aku dah tension
23-tgh marah lagi
24-weiiii tolong la i need a breakkkkkkkkkkkk

p/s dah saiko ke aku ni....???!!!!

POT LUCK WITH REDMUMMY.COM

2008-12-19T04:02:00.004+08:00

Date : Sabtu 27 December
Time : 4pm - 6pm
Venue :Taman Putra Perdana Presint 1, Putrajaya

Fee :no fee require..u can bring ur family,friends and ur other half just be informed it is Pot luck event so do bring along some FOOD!

Please email ur attendent to potluck.redmummy@gmail.com and dont forget to state ur Url blog (if u have one),ur nick in Redmummy.com if u r not a silent reader,wat type of food u will be bringing,and how many people are you bringing along not to forget ur mobile number too

Dont waste any time,join the group and make some friends and u too can meet our blogger celebrity REDMUMMY..hehehe
Have loads of fun there.....

AWARD

2008-12-19T00:53:00.002+08:00

Speech!Speech!Speech!

ok,ok,ok....

ehemm..First of I would like to thank my Blogger friend MAMAFUNKY!She was the one who is responsible over giving me this presious award(1st time dpt,sungguh terharu)..

And i would like to tell everyone out there 'Mari la jenguk blog saya"....heheheh

P/S thanks Mamafunky..muahhh

MORE PHOTO

2008-12-17T16:07:00.001+08:00

ALAHAI KENAPA LAK NI!!

2008-12-11T00:56:00.001+08:00

I am trying to upload some photo and video since 3 dayz ago,langsung tak boleh,tension la.Dah banyak dalam collection....ARGGHH!!!

Aku Bengang

2008-12-09T01:45:00.002+08:00

Jangan ingat aku bodoh ok,kalau aku gelak je tak semestinya aku happy gan apa yg dilakukan kat aku,aku memang tak lawa tapi tak semestinya aku diperbodohkan,aku tak pandai bergaya tapi itu bukan alasan untuk memperlekehkan aku,Aku Serius Aku Tengah Bengang...jangan tunjuk pandai dengan berkata-kata and berlakon baik didepan aku...AKU BUKAN BODOH!!!

Hidup mesti jujur..paham maksud aku???!!!

aku memang spoting tapi ada limitnya,aku suka buat lawak tapi aku bukan boleh dipelawakkan...Ingat!!! AKU BUKAN BODOH...........

AKU TAK SUKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Angry,Upsad and Disapointed...

2008-12-04T23:23:00.003+08:00

I feel so lonely and useless today,what ever i fight for or sacrifice for seems to be wasted..i have gone thru alot in my life and i thought after all that the people i love will understand and appreciate me more..but really I'm so disappointed...
i dont know who to trust anymore...everything seems so dull life is not what i wanted it to be...i only pray and hope my children dont go thru what i am going thru..AMIN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2008-12-03T14:11:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to my mum,my dad,my hubby,my bro's and sis inlaw's,my daughter and son not to forget my niece's,my granpa n granma,aunty's n uncle's ..and to all my friends out there..MAY GOD BLESS US ALL..AMIN..

WHAT I DID 2DAY

2008-11-28T01:04:00.003+08:00

woke up at 8.00am.(did i sleep hhmm),prepare b'fast 4 kaif(faizah is still asleep wit her mamu) got for her n sarah( tgh cuti2 sedara isk isk)bun,got tired bt 12 pm,feed the children by 1.30(lunch)..took them for nap at 4pm,in the evening sis inlaw buat scone(sedap gilarrrr)...pas tu ada friend came to visit..by now kaif buat bising dah,faizah apa kurang nya...i am tired...........

TAG

2008-11-23T08:45:00.005+08:00

1. What time did you get up this morning? 7.30am wit the sound of MUMMY!!!!!

2. Hugs 0r kisses? Hugs

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? wow..i really cant remember la

4. What is your favourite TV show? i love OPRAH

5. What do you usually have for breakfast? coffee and 2 slice of toast bread

6. When was the last time u cried? yesterday coz i wouldnt brest feed my baby

7. What food do you dislike? hmmm not so sure about tat

8. What is your favourite CD at moment? i dont listen to cd at the moment coz i down load song thru the net

9. What kind of car do you drive? no licence yet hahaah

10. Favourite sandwich? tuna

11. What characteristic do you despise? evil person

12. Favourite item of clothing? T-shirt

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Pakistan..not more to vacation la but i want to meet my in-laws

14. Favourite brand of clothing?apa2 pun boleh

15. Where would you retire to? hope not the old folks homes

16. What was your most recent memorable birthday? 2008 :D

17. Favourite sport to watch? Football

18. When is your birthday? Nov

19. Are you a morning person or a night person? nite person...

20. What is your shoe size? 7 huge hah!

21. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with us? none at the moment

22. What did you want to be when you were little? journalist

23. How are you today? well just recoved from sick

24. What is your favourite candy(lollie/chocolate)? CHOCOLATE alwayz

25. What is your favourite flower? lily.i dont know y

P/S 1st time being tag..thanks mama funky...

FAIZAH'S BIRTHDAY(16/11/2008)

2008-11-21T00:37:00.002+08:00

she was not well...so tats y she was crying...

CHIT CHAT WITH FAIZAH

2008-11-20T15:54:00.004+08:00

Few dayz ago,i spend some quality time with faizah.She is 3 year now and i did notice some drastic changes in her.

Mummy:faizah wats ur ambition?

Faizah:i want 2 b cardologist like nani ma(my mum is work wit one)

Mummy:how come u r not naughty like b4?

Faizah:bcoz i big girl already la mummy(wit a wide smile )

Mummy:when u grow up who will take care of mummy?

Faizah:abbuji(my hubby)

Mummy:do u love mummy?
Faizah:yes mummy...so muchhhh(she hugged me tight)

Mummy:(tears is her eyes)
Faizah:y mummy crying?
Mummy:boz mummy is very happy
Faizah:very happy means dont cry..see smile like faizah(smiling)
Mummy:(smile)
Faizah:hah now mummy good girl,u listen to faizah

Mummy&Faizah:( tickling each other)

SAMA TAK!!!

2008-11-18T02:20:00.002+08:00

KAIF 6 MONTHS

FAIZAH 8 MONTHS

AB TO 4EVER

2008-11-18T01:38:00.002+08:00

14/11/2008

2008-11-14T14:52:00.006+08:00

(this was 2 years ago)

Faizah is not well..diarrhea and vomiting for the past 3 dayz,she lost alot of weight...Kaif is vert attach to me which i was not use to when it comes to faizah,is was more attach to her abbuji,i am Google to find recipe for children porriage,

Both of them are taking their nap right now,i think i better take rest to...

PHOTO

2008-11-10T11:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2008-11-09T00:21:00.007+08:00

ok ini muka 7.00am on my birthday..on the way balik my kampung kuala kangsar,my hubby kebetulan working kat sana and at the same time lunch nanti ada org datang meminang my cousin..in the pic is me,kaif and faizah(enjoying the rear view)

accually wanted to snap the clouds tapi tak jadi...ok la tu kan....cantik tau the view,

hehehe this is present from mybeloved hubby...thank you jaania..i love you tho much

birthday cake from my hubby....baca la apa yg tertulis kat atas cake tu...love you jaania

RANDOM PICTURES

2008-11-07T17:37:00.002+08:00

MY HUBBY'S COLLECTION

AFTER LONG BREAK

2008-11-07T10:43:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum,Salam sejahtera
Well i was not able to use the net for the past 6 weeks due to some problem.Anyway now i back and have a mission to be an active blogger.More new n good stuff will appear in the blog.So stay tune..

SAD SYAWAL FOR ME

2008-10-01T04:01:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..Selamat Hari Raya to all

i am sad today..but putting on a big smile for my KIDS...
:(

RECIPE HUNTING

2008-09-23T21:20:00.002+08:00

gosh tgh cari recipe from raya this year..nak buat kelain sikit hehehe...u all dah prepare ke...?

LOAN!!!

2008-09-12T22:30:00.003+08:00

sapa2 yang berminat plz sms or call this num...0175543500
P/s only for goverment servant..even if u r black listed u still can apply...

SAYA BUKAN ALONG SAYA MAHU TOLONG....

HAHAAHAH

SO LONG NO SEE

2008-09-09T21:36:00.002+08:00

ala paham ye..bulan Ramadan ni sibuk sikit...but dont go away I ll be back soon...INSYAALLAH

MATTA-KeTahuan

2008-08-23T09:00:00.007+08:00

I love to listen to songs n depends n my mood what kind of song that i hear on the particular day.So today i am into this song.Why?The past few dayz i teringat kan zaman single.You see the song it self tells you why.But this insiden is not happening now ok,jangan salah faham...
This Was Once Upon A Time............

P/S...jarang sekali i dengar lagu melayu coz lagu2 zaman sekarang ni tak mendapat tempat di telinga ku..but this song kind of cool

IT IS 3.56pm.....???

2008-08-22T15:54:00.001+08:00

yeah wat am i doing at home this time?shouldnt i be working......?????

FAIZAH(VIDEO)

2008-08-21T01:04:00.002+08:00

Check FAIZAH out :D

I LIKE THESE PHOTO

2008-08-21T00:58:00.002+08:00

Dont Ask Me Why..hehehe of coz la..Im The Mother...Like My Mum said"Anak tu buruk mana pun tetap nampak cantik and comel dimata MUMMY...."well said kan....

20/08/2008

2008-08-21T00:32:00.004+08:00

Remember I told you that it a good day ..well yesterday i was working...YEAH WORKING hahaha,I got my self a part time job 3 to 9.30pm,and the place is right across my house,and my boss AH LING was so sweet allowing me to go back when ever KAIF needs feeding,or when FAIZAH needs to see me...how cool is that....

I came home 3 time to feed KAIF,he didnt sleep till i get off from work..MUM said that he misses me...now i feel like crying....
The most i miss FAIZAH....

The best part is my JAANIA miss me alot..muahhh

well friends and family do pray for me n my family..and may GOD BLESS YOU ALL

NEW DAY

2008-08-20T00:45:00.000+08:00

Well tommorow will be a new day for me..yup....

TERASA

2008-08-16T18:00:00.001+08:00

Sejak kebelangjangan ni..i selalu je senang tersinggung@terasa,even if it dont meant anything still i boleh terasa.So sensitive these day.I am still a human kan....

Happenings

2008-08-14T15:46:00.002+08:00

Ok what is exactly happening in my house this moment
1-My sis inla n my niece(sarah) is in the master bed room,sis in law is trying to get sarah to sleep
2-my bro(jep) is downstairs with his sudanis friend having some serious talk about religion and country
3-In my bedroom faizah is putting her abbuji to sleep,his is sleeping on her lap and she is tapping him
4-kaif is sleeping at the moment
5-I am on the pc typing this and waiting to pick my mum and youngest bro(farish),he is comming for school holiday

Thats what happening

Reading

2008-08-14T09:47:00.003+08:00

I miss reading,really i read al most anything.The nasi lemak bungkus wit the newspaper pun jadi la i baca,but since i became a MOTHER everything chance,now I have to read my children hahaha.I am not complaining I am enjoying every moment of it.I know not everyday is a sunshine day,still I am prepared for the rain.So faizah and kaif apa lagi bully la your mummy kan...LOL

I Am Selfish

2008-08-14T09:39:00.003+08:00

yeah i feel so bad for that,you know yesterday Kaif go his injection so of coz is in pain but last nite i was having fever and body ache...and Kaif seems so cranky..can you imagine i was giving lecture to my 3 months old boy,just becoz i was not well doest mean that everyone have to dance to my music right....
poor thing Kaif he dont understand what was going yet he became my victim...and you know what it was the same old story for Faizah too.I did the same to her when she was younger.Gosh i feel so useless...

To My Children.........sorry dear mummy is only a human.Mummy can make mistake to.Mummy will try not to repeat it ok,sorry again my jaans

The Many Faces of Faizah

2008-08-14T09:25:00.002+08:00

Could This Be Me!!!

2008-08-13T08:17:00.004+08:00

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's" Your Personality Type?

GOOD MORNING!

2008-08-11T08:19:00.003+08:00

well today i feel fine and healthy,and i am starting on my losing weight program,yeah i have a lots to lose,and get my self back into shape,
The Story Of My Weight:
when i was a child(baby) i was kind of chubby
then when i was growing up going to primary school i was skinny
at the peak of my life i was fit(yup and was proud of it)
then going into late 20s i start putting on weight(this was b4 i got married)
and now as a mother of two my weight is quit alarming,

I must LOSE weight for my children and also myself
so here we go wish me luck

PARENTING 1

2008-08-11T00:00:00.002+08:00

All your children are not the same

yes it is true each of our child have their own identity and attitude,as parents we must not treat them equally and expect them to be the same as their other sibiling,that is very wrong
let them discover their own self and dont ever compare them with each other

Luahan Hati ku

2008-08-05T00:58:00.001+08:00

rasa so lonely this dayz..i am feeling very tired,fedup,upsad,giving up,helpless,useless,ugly,fat,disappointed,tension,angry,wasted,and the list goes on and on.........really today I AM HELPLESS

Tiny Model

2008-08-04T16:19:00.001+08:00

well u guys know who she is right...she was in good mood n also she was jealous tat we were taking pictures of Kaif...hehehe
now i know how to trick her into taking pictures....

Events for the last 3 day

2008-08-04T16:13:00.003+08:00

2/8/2008...went back to my kampung..yup Kuala Kangsar
for kenduri...well i did hav fun tat day..not to 4get Faizah..she was having a Gala time,bare foot walking aroung siap org panggil dia pehrock hehehe,n she was so quite the whole time we were there cam org bisu lak....as long as she was having fun n her mummy to siap kami menari lagi mlm tu..hahaaha tats wat very interesting in my Kampung..siap jadikan front porch to cam disco tech...n Kaif he was such a sweetie he made way for his mummy n baji(faizah) to hav the day to ourselves,he slept most of the time we were there..yela tido buai dah macam mabuk lak anak aku seorg tu....

HEART FEELS HEAVY

2008-07-23T01:56:00.002+08:00

i miss the other child of mine..she is no longer in this world..but i alwayz see her in FAIZAH...yes faizahs twin sister(identical twins)
tho i didnt have a chance to touch her n say goodbye but she will alwayz remain loved in my heart...
hope to meet u THERE someday...Mummy never will forget you...never ever..

MUMMY MISS YOU ALOT DEAR
I LOVE YOU!

faces

2008-07-20T02:24:00.002+08:00

Faces That Brings Joy To My Heart

2008-07-15T16:32:00.001+08:00

FATHER

2008-07-15T01:31:00.002+08:00

He didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it. ~Clarence Budington Kelland

Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body. ~Elizabeth Stone

Always kiss your children goodnight - even if they're already asleep. ~H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

There must always be a struggle between a father and son, while one aims at power and the other at independence.

Sometimes the poorest man leaves his children the richest inheritance

MOTHER

2008-07-15T01:23:00.004+08:00

Some mothers are kissing mothers and some are scolding mothers, but it is love just the same, and most mothers kiss and scold together. ~Pearl S. Buck

She never quite leaves her children at home, even when she doesn't take them along. ~Margaret Culkin Banning

A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path." Agatha Christie

The love of husbands and wives may waver; brothers and sisters may become deep-rooted enemies; but a mother's love is so strong and unyielding that it usually endures all circumstances: good fortune and misfortune, prosperity and privation, honor and disgrace. A mother's love perceives no impossibilities.
- Paddock

Time is the only comforter for the loss of a mother.
- Jane Welsh Carlyle

WEDDING....2007 n 2008

2008-07-12T17:34:00.002+08:00

Kya mujhe pyaar hai song

2008-07-10T20:13:00.005+08:00

TRUST ME MOST PEOPLE I KNOW REALLY ENJOY TIS SONG..ONE OF MY FAV TOO,MAKE MY FEET DANCE TO TIS SONG..HEHEHE MALUNYA
ANYWAY ENJOY YAAAAAAAA

P/S COPY FROM PETERPAN SONG(TATS WAT I HEARD)

kyun aaj kal, nind kam khwab jyada hai
lagta khuda ka, koi nek irada hai
kal tha faqir aaj dil shehzada hai
lagta khuda ka koi nek irada hai

kya mujhe pyar hai …
kaisa khumar hai …
kya mujhe pyar hai …
kaisa khumar hai …

Ho O oh . Ho O oh..

paththar ke in raston pe
phoolon ki ek chadar hai
jabse mile ho humko
badla har ek manzar hai

dekho jahan main nile nile aasmaan tale
rang naye naye hain jaise ghulte hue
soye se khaab mere, jaage tere waste
tere khayalon se hain, bheege mere raaste

kya mujhe pyar hai …
kaisa khumar hai …
kya mujhe pyar hai …
kaisa khumar hai …

Ho O oh . Ho O oh..

tum kyun chale aate ho
har roj in khwabon main
chupke se aa bhi jao main
ek din meri baahon main

tere hi sapne andheron main ujalo main
koi nasha hai, teri aankhon ke pyalon main
tu mere khwabon main jawaabon main saawalon main
har din chura tumhe main lata hoon khyalon main

English Translation- By Puloma

Nowadays I sleep less dream more
As though God has something good in store
At heart a prince not a beggar any more
As though God has something good in store

Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy
Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy

The stone which these roads cover
Are draped with a sheet of flowers
From the time I’ve met you my lover
My life has been full of happiness showers

Look at this world under this blue blue sky
More and more colors are adding by
The desires which were sleeping have been woken by you
My paths are showered with your thoughts true

Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy
Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy

Everyday you come, it seems
Why do you in the land of my dreams?
Come silently sometimes
In my arms’ confines.

It’s your thoughts in darkness or light
Some strange intoxication in your eyes
In my dreams, questions and answers you’re there
I’ll steal and bring you to my thoughts here.

Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy
Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy

Kaif rehan

2008-07-10T19:56:00.002+08:00

my son is 2 months today.wow cepatnya masa berlalu,dulu time faizah i alwayz wanted her to grow up fast but now wit kaif plz do take ur time,take one step a time,
at time i think abt wat is instore for them in Future,kind of scary coz we hav so much of hope for them but only ALLAH knows and decide wat is in their fate,
as a mother i only can pray that their Future will be bright...
AMEEN

Facebook

2008-07-09T06:11:00.001+08:00

wow...i meet my primary schoold mate thru tis..to them who reads tis blog,plz do keep in touch

MONEY

2008-07-07T17:33:00.000+08:00

TRYING TO EARN SOME MONEY..LETS SEE WHAT IT CAN DO FOR ME..I HOPE IT HELPS

PANTANG!!!!

2008-07-07T00:34:00.003+08:00

kononnya i pantang tapi langsung tak...lagi i kena buat kerja ada ler,tats y i marah sgt bila ada mulut2 yg bersuara ttg pantang2 ni,(they know who iam taklking abt)tension tau,

but at the same time syok gak....tgk la gambar ni.semuanya time kononnya i tgh pantang..che podah la...

PENING KEPALA@SAKIT KEPALA

2008-07-07T00:27:00.003+08:00

aksi menarik faizah bila mummy tgh sakit(ambik kesempatan)

tgh sakit sgt ni...tapi tak leh nak rest jugak kaif need to be feed every now n then ..paham2 ler susu badan,and faizah lak kalau i rest dia akan megamuk coz dia rasa tat im not paying attention kat dia...so terpaksa la i terus kan the day..

nak tau both of them still awake...argghhhhhh letihnya

My shono pallo

2008-07-04T03:38:00.002+08:00

ok..abt Faizah,well she is still jealous but u know wat she has grown up too...
dia tolong i jemur kain,buang diaper kaif,take care of kaif..gosh accualy i was shocked to see her change.Anyway thank God tat she is getting better.......
no matter wat dear mummy will alwayz love u 1st(habis la kalau kaif baca nanti hehehe)

Dilema

2008-07-04T03:23:00.002+08:00

work or housewife???
alahai sedihnya hati ni......teringatkan my children lagi la rasa nak menangis,i know la i ni bukan nya the greatest mum on earth but deiiiii im still a MUM!!!!!
i pun ada perasaan like other mum out there...
still terguris hati i when someone very dear to me said tis"y other mums goes to work too"
yelah depa start kerja seblm ada anak,i ni lak lepas ada 2 org anak nak kena start kerja ke kan....
so sad.....
And i alwayz wanted to be a housewife so that i can spend all of my time wit my children..salah ke impian itu?

Only ALLAH knows how i feel........

ME AND MY BABIES(FAIZAH N KAIF)

2008-06-24T01:05:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU ALLAH FOR THE BLESSING.

So Much To Write???

2008-06-24T00:47:00.005+08:00

hmm i just dont have enuf time to update my blog,my life turned upside down since having my second baby,i still havent manage to my jadual right.i hope i can get my life back to the normal pace,

Kaif is having flu and trash today,

Faizah is getting too jealous n i fell bad for her,like i said i just dont hav enuff time.

but tis wont go on,i must get back in shape(hehehe)

P/S few pic from last week

Kaif

2008-06-10T07:40:00.000+08:00

Kaif is one month old today..time flys so fast,it seems just like yesterday,i went thru all

RAJA KAIF UR REHAN(10 MEI 2008)

2008-06-03T20:47:00.003+08:00

pictures tells it all,i ll soon update the details abt my sons birth.....
1-first day after 1 hour of birth
2-the same as above
3-2nd day of his birth
4-10th day...dah botak hehehe

ABOUT FAIZAH

2008-04-27T15:05:00.003+08:00

today she start spelling..yeah i was so shock i didnt thought she could do it so soon.Baru 1 minggu i was teaching her,alhamdullilah she pick it up so quickly and now tak boleh nampak perkataan on the paper or book terus she start spelling.Mummuy is so proud of you my dear baby girl.
My next project is to make her read,but with my condition now it might take some time.
Ya Allah Ya tuhan Ku thank you very much for this blessing.AMIN

GOOD MORNING

2008-04-27T11:45:00.002+08:00

yeah still waiting around,not feeling well today,even i had enuff sleep i still feel tired and sleepy,i guess that the way it is kan?Like my hubby said'plz bear with it'
and thats what i am doing.Thou at times i feel like screaming but again just bear with it.

WILD WORLD -CAT STEVENS

2008-04-27T07:17:00.004+08:00

I heard this song when i was in my teens i think.His voice is just so nice to hear.hope you people enjoy the song,one of my fav from him

I AM STILL WAITING FOR YOU DEAR

2008-04-27T07:12:00.002+08:00

Wei 38 weeks already still not out yet..too many people waiting for you...so you pun tunjuk eksen la ye..hahahah
ok ok take your time...as long as you come out healthy and fine thats all i pray for...
take care happy swimming and if can try to come out early hehehe

Faizah when she was only 13months old

2008-04-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

watching this always brings tears to my eyes...coz only me and my hubby knows what she been thru..poor thing but now she is stronger than ever my little baby girl(not little anymore heheh dah besau dah)
was born 1.4 kg now she is 16 kg(2years and 5months)

ANY IDEAS???

2008-04-17T09:20:00.002+08:00

Plz feel free to pass me some ideas about what should i do with my blog...i do need some help,right now i am interested in posting babies photo(anyone care to pass me their baby photos)
and also updating what is happening in my personal life(not all ok) i need privacy too hahaha

CHANGES

2008-04-17T09:16:00.002+08:00

Meet a friend(blog reader),she suggested that i change the way my blog look like n also the way i write(get rid of the fonts and post more interesting post)..huhhh!!!trying to do so..so my dear mimie i hope now u find it more interesting and more to come dear...

STILL HERE

2008-04-16T01:20:00.002+08:00

WELL WHEN FOR CHECK UP AND THE TIME IS NOT UP YET..HEHEHEH
STILL WAITING FOR THE PERFECT TIME TO COME OUT..WELL WE JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE!!!

BABY PHOTO'S(MARVIN HUMAYUN)

2008-04-15T00:54:00.002+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

2008-04-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

IT HAS BEEN LONG SINCE I UPDATED MY BLOG...I AM STILL NOT WELL YET,TOMORROW GOING FOR APPOINTMENT...THEN I WILL KNOW WHATS THE RESULT..CANT WAIT AT THE SAME TIME NERVOUS...
SOME MIGHT KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT OTHER HHMMM I AM NOT SURE BUT SURE DID GIVE SOME HINT PLEASE DO TRACK DOWN MY PREVIOUS ENTRY...I BET YOU ALL WILL KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT..ANYWAY WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW...

ADMITTED

2008-04-11T01:40:00.002+08:00

I WAS ADMITTED DUE TO SOME HEALTH PROBLEM...(I WILL INFORM SOON)
6/6/2008 TILL 8/6/2008
ALHAMDULLILAH EVERYTHING WAS FINE..I MISS MY HUBBY AND DAUGHTER ALOT THAT FEW DAYS..
JUST PRAY THAT EVERYTHING GOES AS PLAN..INSYALLAH
DO PRAY FOR ME..THANK YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!

2008-04-06T15:11:00.002+08:00

MAMA IS 51 TODAY..MAY ALLAH BLESS N GRANT ALL YOUR WISHES(I KNOW WHAT SHE WISHES FOR)

TOUCHED BY A SWEET ANGEL

2008-04-02T09:06:00.003+08:00

'I LOVE THIS MUMMY'...THIS COMES FROM MY 2 YEARS OLD DAUGHTER....SHE SAYS THIS ALL THE TIME AND ACCOMPANY IT WITH A TIGHT HUG...
AT TIMES I FEEL SO GUILTY BEING MAD AT HER MOST OF THE TIME...I AM SORRY MY DEAR ANGEL...MUMMY AM REALLY SORRY...

AND YOU KNOW WHAT BABY...MUMMY LOVES THIS BABY(FAIZAH) SO MUCH..YOU CANT IMAGINE HOW MUCH..TRUST MUMMY...TOO MUCH

YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE THE MOST PRECIOUS ONE IN MY HEART...

SOMETIMES I EVEN FEEL THAT SHE IS GROWING UP TOO FAST..BUT NO MATTER WHAT BABY MA...YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE MY BABY..(GOSH!!!POOR THING FAIZAH THAT MEANS I CAN NAG YOU )HAHAHAH

I LOVE THIS BABY MA..MUAHHHHHHH

MY STOMACH HURTS...BCOZ..........

2008-03-26T03:11:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA............HAHAHHA...........OH MY GOD!!!!!!! I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT....HAHAHAHA..........WOW.....I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT..............HAHAHAHA

P/S SOMETHING VERY FUNNY HAPPEN...TATS ALL
HAHAHAHAHA

WEBSITE

2008-03-26T00:23:00.003+08:00

THIS ARE THE LIST OF WEBSITE I BROWSE THRU..
-cari.com.my
-lowyat.net
-aljazeera.com
-pakmusic.net
-friendster.com
-blospot.com

EMPATHY VS SYMPATHY

2008-03-24T21:46:00.003+08:00

Empathy is the identification and understanding of a person's feelings or situation. Sympathy is compassion or commiseration. Empathy is direct understanding---the person who empathizes for another had the same or similar experience as the person currently suffering. Sympathy is merely pity for another. Even if the sympathizer hasn't had the same experience, he or she is sensitive enough to TRY and understand the sufferer's situation.

Both empathy and sympathy are feelings concerning other people. Sympathy is literally 'feeling with' - compassion for or commiseration with another person. Empathy, by contrast, is literally 'feeling into' - the ability to project one's personality into another person and more fully understand that person. Sympathy derives from Latin and Greek words meaning 'having a fellow feeling'. The term empathy originated in psychology (translation of a German term, c. 1903) and has now come to mean the ability to imagine or project oneself into another person's position and experience all the sensations involved in that position. You feel empathy when you've "been there", and sympathy when you haven't. Examples: We felt sympathy for the team members who tried hard but were not appreciated. / We felt empathy for children with asthma because their parents won't remove pets from the household.

Empathy- intellectual & emotional awareness and understanding of another person’s thoughts, feelings, and behavior even that are distressing

Sympathy- sharing another’s feelings especially in sorrow or trouble through imaginative identification with the other’s situation

OK OK! WHY AM I BLOGGING ABOUT THIS..?HERE IS A STORY:
THERE WAS ONCE A COUPLE WHO IS HAPPILY MARRIED BUT NOT BLESSED WITH ANY CHILD YET...THEY WERE MARRIED FOR MORE THAN 4 YEARS....
THIS COUPLE IS THE SWEETEST COUPLE YOU CAN EVER KNOW...BUT LITTLE THAT I KNOW BY SHOW OR EXPRESSING MY BOTH EMPATHY AND SYMPATHY TO THEM AFTER ALL THIS YEARS WAS JUST AN SOUR TO THEM..THEY DIDNT TELL ME THAT THEY DIDNT WANT IT...BUT I GUESS THOSE FEELINGS COMES NATURALLY TO ME AS I AM A VERY SENSITIVE PERSON....BUT AGAIN I WAS SO SHOCK AFTER THEY HAD THEY 1ST CHILD EVERYTHING CAME OUT,I WAS NOT DIRECTLY HIT BUT I FELT THE HEAT WHEN THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT SOMEBODY ELSE WHO DID EXPRESS THE SAME FEELING I DID TO THEM....GOSHHHH I WAS BLOWN AWAY....NEVER JUDGE THE BOOK BY IT COVER

SO I LEARN MY LESSON...I AM GONNA STOP DOING (EXPRESSING) THAT TO EVERYONE...YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHO IS ANNOYED WITH YOU ....

RAINING CATS AND DOGS....

2008-03-24T05:54:00.003+08:00

GOSHHHHHHHH IT IS JUST TOO COLD TODAY,FAIZAH IS COVERED IN HER BLANKET AND HER ABBUJI ,I JUST COVERED HIM TOO...ME?YEAH I KNOW I SAID IT WAS COLD I AM STILL OK...JUST BECAUSE OF MY CURRENT CONDITION MY BODY HEAT IS QUITE GOOD,IF IT WAS BEFORE YOU CAN SEE MY CRYING ON THE BED BECAUSE OF COLD,IMAGINE THAT I CRY BECAUSE I CANT STAND COLD...ISH ISH ISH...

WUAHHHH!!!OK TIME TO GET MY SLEEP....I LOVE THE RAIN....HEHEHE

FAIZAH :)

2008-03-24T00:14:00.003+08:00

SHE MADE UP FOR YESTERDAY..SHE WAS SO NICE TO ME TODAY..AND I REALISE THAT I SHOULD BE MORE PATIENCE WITH HER..AFTER ALL, WE WENT THRU ALOT TOGETHER RIGHT...AND I KNOW FOR SURE SHE LOVES ME ALOT...YES I KNOW SHE IS SHOWING IT...MUAHHHH
MUMMY LOVE SO MUCH BABY MA.....

CRIED

2008-03-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

I CRIED THE WHOLE DAY..........CRIED CRIED AND CRIED,I EVEN HAD A BAD DAY WITH FAIZAH,SHE WAS ON MY NERVES ACCUALLY EVERYBODY WAS ON MY NERVES.I AM TOO TIRED AND FEELING VERY HEAVY...ARGHHHHHHHH CANT WAIT TILL 27 OF APRIL OR SOONER..(CANT TELL NOW)...
BUT AGAIN THERE WILL BE ANOTHER THING TO WORRY ABOUT..CAN I HANDLE THIS?WHY AM I SO EMO?WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?I AM NOT WHO I USE TO BE?I FEELING TOO FRAGILE THIS PAST WEEKS....I MUST GET BACK TO MY FEET...BUT CANT YET COZ I AM TOO HEAVY ARGHHHHHHHH...............
I HAVE TOO MANY THINGS IN MY MIND AND I CANT GET IT OUT....
I CRY AGAIN.......