Rain

It is rain cats n dog in ipoh since 3 pm,actually i like the rain it make me feel calmer.Since young i really like to play in the rain.Once when i was 17 years old it was 2 am,at that time i was staying in Brickfield,KL..One of my family fren woke up n the woke me up n actually suggested tat we play in the rain..WEIII 2 am IN THE RAIN...CRAZY la...but guess wat we did that we sneak out from the back door n we played n dance at least for one hour.the next day both of us was so sick but you know what it was worth it..i can never have that time back..miss u SHAM(she is in UK now,last week i spoke to her)
At this moment my Faizah n Kaif are both asleep,hubby is sleeping too(he is not well 2day)..Love you all..muahhhh

THIS WAS ALL TAKEN IN KUALA KANGSAR,TAK BYK YG BLH I PUBLISH COZ BYK YG TAK PAKAI TUDUNG...:)

Girl,aka,aka baby,jaania,mummy

My latest pic..memamg u all tak kan dpt lihat gambar penuh coz i ni gemukz gila..so bila dah kurus nanti i paste la before n after ok...hehehe tah bila la tuuu

TODAY :(

1-very bored.......
2-kaif n faizah tgh main atas katil
3-bored
4-lapar belum take b'fast
5-otak kosong
6-nak buat something ..tapi apa hah..?
7-baru lepas menjerit mcm hantu kat faizah
8-tension(faizah buat tak tau je terus main gan kaif)
9-faizah nak gi kencing..arghhhh(tapi dia gi sorang)
10-lama tak enjoy
11-perjalan hidup amat membosankan
12-arghhh
13-kaif mengintai bajinya(faizah)
14-sekali lagi menjerit kat faizah(degil sungguh)
15-rasa nak lari mana2 n menjerit sekuat hati
16-tension lagi
17-tgh marah(faizah buat perangai)
18-tgh buat muka paling hodoh n poyo(menyampah aku)
19-rasa gemuk(memang gemuk pun)
20-pening kepala(mata sebelah kat pc sebelah lagi on both of them_
21-kaif dah tension
22-aku dah tension
23-tgh marah lagi
24-weiiii tolong la i need a breakkkkkkkkkkkk

p/s dah saiko ke aku ni....???!!!!

POT LUCK WITH REDMUMMY.COM

Date : Sabtu 27 December
Time : 4pm - 6pm
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Dont waste any time,join the group and make some friends and u too can meet our blogger celebrity REDMUMMY..hehehe
Have loads of fun there.....

AWARD

Speech!Speech!Speech!

ok,ok,ok....

ehemm..First of I would like to thank my Blogger friend MAMAFUNKY!She was the one who is responsible over giving me this presious award(1st time dpt,sungguh terharu)..

And i would like to tell everyone out there 'Mari la jenguk blog saya"....heheheh

P/S thanks Mamafunky..muahhh

MORE PHOTO

ALAHAI KENAPA LAK NI!!

I am trying to upload some photo and video since 3 dayz ago,langsung tak boleh,tension la.Dah banyak dalam collection....ARGGHH!!!

Aku Bengang

Jangan ingat aku bodoh ok,kalau aku gelak je tak semestinya aku happy gan apa yg dilakukan kat aku,aku memang tak lawa tapi tak semestinya aku diperbodohkan,aku tak pandai bergaya tapi itu bukan alasan untuk memperlekehkan aku,Aku Serius Aku Tengah Bengang...jangan tunjuk pandai dengan berkata-kata and berlakon baik didepan aku...AKU BUKAN BODOH!!!

Hidup mesti jujur..paham maksud aku???!!!

aku memang spoting tapi ada limitnya,aku suka buat lawak tapi aku bukan boleh dipelawakkan...Ingat!!! AKU BUKAN BODOH...........

AKU TAK SUKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Angry,Upsad and Disapointed...

I feel so lonely and useless today,what ever i fight for or sacrifice for seems to be wasted..i have gone thru alot in my life and i thought after all that the people i love will understand and appreciate me more..but really I'm so disappointed...
i dont know who to trust anymore...everything seems so dull life is not what i wanted it to be...i only pray and hope my children dont go thru what i am going thru..AMIN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Happy birthday to my mum,my dad,my hubby,my bro's and sis inlaw's,my daughter and son not to forget my niece's,my granpa n granma,aunty's n uncle's ..and to all my friends out there..MAY GOD BLESS US ALL..AMIN..

WHAT I DID 2DAY

woke up at 8.00am.(did i sleep hhmm),prepare b'fast 4 kaif(faizah is still asleep wit her mamu) got for her n sarah( tgh cuti2 sedara isk isk)bun,got tired bt 12 pm,feed the children by 1.30(lunch)..took them for nap at 4pm,in the evening sis inlaw buat scone(sedap gilarrrr)...pas tu ada friend came to visit..by now kaif buat bising dah,faizah apa kurang nya...i am tired...........

TAG

1. What time did you get up this morning? 7.30am wit the sound of MUMMY!!!!!

2. Hugs 0r kisses? Hugs

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? wow..i really cant remember la

4. What is your favourite TV show? i love OPRAH

5. What do you usually have for breakfast? coffee and 2 slice of toast bread

6. When was the last time u cried? yesterday coz i wouldnt brest feed my baby

7. What food do you dislike? hmmm not so sure about tat

8. What is your favourite CD at moment? i dont listen to cd at the moment coz i down load song thru the net

9. What kind of car do you drive? no licence yet hahaah

10. Favourite sandwich? tuna

11. What characteristic do you despise? evil person

12. Favourite item of clothing? T-shirt

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Pakistan..not more to vacation la but i want to meet my in-laws

14. Favourite brand of clothing?apa2 pun boleh

15. Where would you retire to? hope not the old folks homes

16. What was your most recent memorable birthday? 2008 :D

17. Favourite sport to watch? Football

18. When is your birthday? Nov

19. Are you a morning person or a night person? nite person...

20. What is your shoe size? 7 huge hah!

21. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with us? none at the moment

22. What did you want to be when you were little? journalist

23. How are you today? well just recoved from sick

24. What is your favourite candy(lollie/chocolate)? CHOCOLATE alwayz

25. What is your favourite flower? lily.i dont know y


P/S 1st time being tag..thanks mama funky...

FAIZAH'S BIRTHDAY(16/11/2008)

she was not well...so tats y she was crying...

CHIT CHAT WITH FAIZAH

Few dayz ago,i spend some quality time with faizah.She is 3 year now and i did notice some drastic changes in her.



Mummy:faizah wats ur ambition?

Faizah:i want 2 b cardologist like nani ma(my mum is work wit one)



Mummy:how come u r not naughty like b4?

Faizah:bcoz i big girl already la mummy(wit a wide smile )



Mummy:when u grow up who will take care of mummy?

Faizah:abbuji(my hubby)

Mummy:do u love mummy?
Faizah:yes mummy...so muchhhh(she hugged me tight)

Mummy:(tears is her eyes)
Faizah:y mummy crying?
Mummy:boz mummy is very happy
Faizah:very happy means dont cry..see smile like faizah(smiling)
Mummy:(smile)
Faizah:hah now mummy good girl,u listen to faizah

Mummy&Faizah:( tickling each other)

SAMA TAK!!!

KAIF 6 MONTHS

FAIZAH 8 MONTHS

AB TO 4EVER

14/11/2008

(this was 2 years ago)

Faizah is not well..diarrhea and vomiting for the past 3 dayz,she lost alot of weight...Kaif is vert attach to me which i was not use to when it comes to faizah,is was more attach to her abbuji,i am Google to find recipe for children porriage,

Both of them are taking their nap right now,i think i better take rest to...

PHOTO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

ok ini muka 7.00am on my birthday..on the way balik my kampung kuala kangsar,my hubby kebetulan working kat sana and at the same time lunch nanti ada org datang meminang my cousin..in the pic is me,kaif and faizah(enjoying the rear view)

accually wanted to snap the clouds tapi tak jadi...ok la tu kan....cantik tau the view,

hehehe this is present from mybeloved hubby...thank you jaania..i love you tho much

birthday cake from my hubby....baca la apa yg tertulis kat atas cake tu...love you jaania

RANDOM PICTURES

MY HUBBY'S COLLECTION

AFTER LONG BREAK

Assalamualaikum,Salam sejahtera
Well i was not able to use the net for the past 6 weeks due to some problem.Anyway now i back and have a mission to be an active blogger.More new n good stuff will appear in the blog.So stay tune..

SAD SYAWAL FOR ME

assalamualaikum..Selamat Hari Raya to all

i am sad today..but putting on a big smile for my KIDS...
:(

RECIPE HUNTING

gosh tgh cari recipe from raya this year..nak buat kelain sikit hehehe...u all dah prepare ke...?

LOAN!!!

sapa2 yang berminat plz sms or call this num...0175543500
P/s only for goverment servant..even if u r black listed u still can apply...

SAYA BUKAN ALONG SAYA MAHU TOLONG....

HAHAAHAH

SO LONG NO SEE

ala paham ye..bulan Ramadan ni sibuk sikit...but dont go away I ll be back soon...INSYAALLAH

MATTA-KeTahuan

I love to listen to songs n depends n my mood what kind of song that i hear on the particular day.So today i am into this song.Why?The past few dayz i teringat kan zaman single.You see the song it self tells you why.But this insiden is not happening now ok,jangan salah faham...
This Was Once Upon A Time............

P/S...jarang sekali i dengar lagu melayu coz lagu2 zaman sekarang ni tak mendapat tempat di telinga ku..but this song kind of cool

IT IS 3.56pm.....???

yeah wat am i doing at home this time?shouldnt i be working......?????

FAIZAH(VIDEO)

Check FAIZAH out :D

I LIKE THESE PHOTO

Dont Ask Me Why..hehehe of coz la..Im The Mother...Like My Mum said"Anak tu buruk mana pun tetap nampak cantik and comel dimata MUMMY...."well said kan....

20/08/2008

Remember I told you that it a good day ..well yesterday i was working...YEAH WORKING hahaha,I got my self a part time job 3 to 9.30pm,and the place is right across my house,and my boss AH LING was so sweet allowing me to go back when ever KAIF needs feeding,or when FAIZAH needs to see me...how cool is that....

I came home 3 time to feed KAIF,he didnt sleep till i get off from work..MUM said that he misses me...now i feel like crying....
The most i miss FAIZAH....

The best part is my JAANIA miss me alot..muahhh

well friends and family do pray for me n my family..and may GOD BLESS YOU ALL

NEW DAY

Well tommorow will be a new day for me..yup....

TERASA

Sejak kebelangjangan ni..i selalu je senang tersinggung@terasa,even if it dont meant anything still i boleh terasa.So sensitive these day.I am still a human kan....

Happenings

Ok what is exactly happening in my house this moment
1-My sis inla n my niece(sarah) is in the master bed room,sis in law is trying to get sarah to sleep
2-my bro(jep) is downstairs with his sudanis friend having some serious talk about religion and country
3-In my bedroom faizah is putting her abbuji to sleep,his is sleeping on her lap and she is tapping him
4-kaif is sleeping at the moment
5-I am on the pc typing this and waiting to pick my mum and youngest bro(farish),he is comming for school holiday

Thats what happening

Reading

I miss reading,really i read al most anything.The nasi lemak bungkus wit the newspaper pun jadi la i baca,but since i became a MOTHER everything chance,now I have to read my children hahaha.I am not complaining I am enjoying every moment of it.I know not everyday is a sunshine day,still I am prepared for the rain.So faizah and kaif apa lagi bully la your mummy kan...LOL

I Am Selfish

yeah i feel so bad for that,you know yesterday Kaif go his injection so of coz is in pain but last nite i was having fever and body ache...and Kaif seems so cranky..can you imagine i was giving lecture to my 3 months old boy,just becoz i was not well doest mean that everyone have to dance to my music right....
poor thing Kaif he dont understand what was going yet he became my victim...and you know what it was the same old story for Faizah too.I did the same to her when she was younger.Gosh i feel so useless...

To My Children.........sorry dear mummy is only a human.Mummy can make mistake to.Mummy will try not to repeat it ok,sorry again my jaans

The Many Faces of Faizah

Could This Be Me!!!

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's" Your Personality Type?

GOOD MORNING!

well today i feel fine and healthy,and i am starting on my losing weight program,yeah i have a lots to lose,and get my self back into shape,
The Story Of My Weight:
when i was a child(baby) i was kind of chubby
then when i was growing up going to primary school i was skinny
at the peak of my life i was fit(yup and was proud of it)
then going into late 20s i start putting on weight(this was b4 i got married)
and now as a mother of two my weight is quit alarming,

I must LOSE weight for my children and also myself
so here we go wish me luck

PARENTING 1

All your children are not the same

yes it is true each of our child have their own identity and attitude,as parents we must not treat them equally and expect them to be the same as their other sibiling,that is very wrong
let them discover their own self and dont ever compare them with each other

Luahan Hati ku

rasa so lonely this dayz..i am feeling very tired,fedup,upsad,giving up,helpless,useless,ugly,fat,disappointed,tension,angry,wasted,and the list goes on and on.........really today I AM HELPLESS

Tiny Model

well u guys know who she is right...she was in good mood n also she was jealous tat we were taking pictures of Kaif...hehehe
now i know how to trick her into taking pictures....

Events for the last 3 day

2/8/2008...went back to my kampung..yup Kuala Kangsar
for kenduri...well i did hav fun tat day..not to 4get Faizah..she was having a Gala time,bare foot walking aroung siap org panggil dia pehrock hehehe,n she was so quite the whole time we were there cam org bisu lak....as long as she was having fun n her mummy to siap kami menari lagi mlm tu..hahaaha tats wat very interesting in my Kampung..siap jadikan front porch to cam disco tech...n Kaif he was such a sweetie he made way for his mummy n baji(faizah) to hav the day to ourselves,he slept most of the time we were there..yela tido buai dah macam mabuk lak anak aku seorg tu....

HEART FEELS HEAVY

i miss the other child of mine..she is no longer in this world..but i alwayz see her in FAIZAH...yes faizahs twin sister(identical twins)
tho i didnt have a chance to touch her n say goodbye but she will alwayz remain loved in my heart...
hope to meet u THERE someday...Mummy never will forget you...never ever..

MUMMY MISS YOU ALOT DEAR
I LOVE YOU!

faces

Faces That Brings Joy To My Heart

FATHER

He didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it. ~Clarence Budington Kelland

Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body. ~Elizabeth Stone

Always kiss your children goodnight - even if they're already asleep. ~H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

There must always be a struggle between a father and son, while one aims at power and the other at independence.

Sometimes the poorest man leaves his children the richest inheritance