HEART FEELS HEAVY

i miss the other child of mine..she is no longer in this world..but i alwayz see her in FAIZAH...yes faizahs twin sister(identical twins)
tho i didnt have a chance to touch her n say goodbye but she will alwayz remain loved in my heart...
hope to meet u THERE someday...Mummy never will forget you...never ever..

MUMMY MISS YOU ALOT DEAR
I LOVE YOU!

faces

Faces That Brings Joy To My Heart

FATHER

He didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it. ~Clarence Budington Kelland

Making the decision to have a child is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body. ~Elizabeth Stone

Always kiss your children goodnight - even if they're already asleep. ~H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

There must always be a struggle between a father and son, while one aims at power and the other at independence.

Sometimes the poorest man leaves his children the richest inheritance

MOTHER

Some mothers are kissing mothers and some are scolding mothers, but it is love just the same, and most mothers kiss and scold together. ~Pearl S. Buck

She never quite leaves her children at home, even when she doesn't take them along. ~Margaret Culkin Banning

A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path." Agatha Christie

The love of husbands and wives may waver; brothers and sisters may become deep-rooted enemies; but a mother's love is so strong and unyielding that it usually endures all circumstances: good fortune and misfortune, prosperity and privation, honor and disgrace. A mother's love perceives no impossibilities.
- Paddock

Time is the only comforter for the loss of a mother.
- Jane Welsh Carlyle

WEDDING....2007 n 2008

Kya mujhe pyaar hai song

TRUST ME MOST PEOPLE I KNOW REALLY ENJOY TIS SONG..ONE OF MY FAV TOO,MAKE MY FEET DANCE TO TIS SONG..HEHEHE MALUNYA
ANYWAY ENJOY YAAAAAAAA

P/S COPY FROM PETERPAN SONG(TATS WAT I HEARD)

kyun aaj kal, nind kam khwab jyada hai
lagta khuda ka, koi nek irada hai
kal tha faqir aaj dil shehzada hai
lagta khuda ka koi nek irada hai

kya mujhe pyar hai …
kaisa khumar hai …
kya mujhe pyar hai …
kaisa khumar hai …

Ho O oh . Ho O oh..

paththar ke in raston pe
phoolon ki ek chadar hai
jabse mile ho humko
badla har ek manzar hai

dekho jahan main nile nile aasmaan tale
rang naye naye hain jaise ghulte hue
soye se khaab mere, jaage tere waste
tere khayalon se hain, bheege mere raaste

kya mujhe pyar hai …
kaisa khumar hai …
kya mujhe pyar hai …
kaisa khumar hai …

Ho O oh . Ho O oh..

tum kyun chale aate ho
har roj in khwabon main
chupke se aa bhi jao main
ek din meri baahon main

tere hi sapne andheron main ujalo main
koi nasha hai, teri aankhon ke pyalon main
tu mere khwabon main jawaabon main saawalon main
har din chura tumhe main lata hoon khyalon main

English Translation- By Puloma

Nowadays I sleep less dream more
As though God has something good in store
At heart a prince not a beggar any more
As though God has something good in store

Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy
Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy

The stone which these roads cover
Are draped with a sheet of flowers
From the time I’ve met you my lover
My life has been full of happiness showers

Look at this world under this blue blue sky
More and more colors are adding by
The desires which were sleeping have been woken by you
My paths are showered with your thoughts true

Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy
Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy

Everyday you come, it seems
Why do you in the land of my dreams?
Come silently sometimes
In my arms’ confines.

It’s your thoughts in darkness or light
Some strange intoxication in your eyes
In my dreams, questions and answers you’re there
I’ll steal and bring you to my thoughts here.

Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy
Is it love thats captured me
A strange unknown ecstasy



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Kaif rehan

my son is 2 months today.wow cepatnya masa berlalu,dulu time faizah i alwayz wanted her to grow up fast but now wit kaif plz do take ur time,take one step a time,
at time i think abt wat is instore for them in Future,kind of scary coz we hav so much of hope for them but only ALLAH knows and decide wat is in their fate,
as a mother i only can pray that their Future will be bright...
AMEEN

Facebook

wow...i meet my primary schoold mate thru tis..to them who reads tis blog,plz do keep in touch

MONEY

TRYING TO EARN SOME MONEY..LETS SEE WHAT IT CAN DO FOR ME..I HOPE IT HELPS

PANTANG!!!!

kononnya i pantang tapi langsung tak...lagi i kena buat kerja ada ler,tats y i marah sgt bila ada mulut2 yg bersuara ttg pantang2 ni,(they know who iam taklking abt)tension tau,

but at the same time syok gak....tgk la gambar ni.semuanya time kononnya i tgh pantang..che podah la...

PENING KEPALA@SAKIT KEPALA

aksi menarik faizah bila mummy tgh sakit(ambik kesempatan)

tgh sakit sgt ni...tapi tak leh nak rest jugak kaif need to be feed every now n then ..paham2 ler susu badan,and faizah lak kalau i rest dia akan megamuk coz dia rasa tat im not paying attention kat dia...so terpaksa la i terus kan the day..

nak tau both of them still awake...argghhhhhh letihnya

My shono pallo

ok..abt Faizah,well she is still jealous but u know wat she has grown up too...
dia tolong i jemur kain,buang diaper kaif,take care of kaif..gosh accualy i was shocked to see her change.Anyway thank God tat she is getting better.......
no matter wat dear mummy will alwayz love u 1st(habis la kalau kaif baca nanti hehehe)

Dilema

work or housewife???
alahai sedihnya hati ni......teringatkan my children lagi la rasa nak menangis,i know la i ni bukan nya the greatest mum on earth but deiiiii im still a MUM!!!!!
i pun ada perasaan like other mum out there...
still terguris hati i when someone very dear to me said tis"y other mums goes to work too"
yelah depa start kerja seblm ada anak,i ni lak lepas ada 2 org anak nak kena start kerja ke kan....
so sad.....
And i alwayz wanted to be a housewife so that i can spend all of my time wit my children..salah ke impian itu?

Only ALLAH knows how i feel........