Tuesday, January 27, 2009

WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN

Well looks like it will never be the same again,i have to go on pretending everything is alrite till burst out one day...i hate to be sound over small2 things tat dont make sense..it looks more like the other party just wanna find fault,well i am not prefect n will never be,so plz dont push it too hard when you yourselves have too many fault,by being an egoist wont make you look cool it make u look guilty only....it you want things to be change u change yourselve too dont only blame the other party,funny thing is you always have answer to all ur mistake and you justify it to fit ur situation,but when it comes to me it is just bullshits right...and remember that ALLAH knows everything...u can hide here but not there,u can be smart ass here but not there..u can use all words as a wepon towards me but not there...I am not perfect but i did change to be a better person but u turn out worst,u wont admit it i know but i just have to let it know you is in favour ....and u can win ur fight here over me but deep in ur heart u know u are the loser,i trust you know what i mean...yeah you know..u know it all...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

HARI-HARI YANG MENYEDIHKAN

serious aku tgh sedih gilerr,aku letih.aku tension,aku sakit,aku tak selera makan,aku tak tgk tv,.......tapikan aku jadi mature..betul baru aku realise yang hidup ni hanya sementara tak leh nak ambik pusing tentang isu2 yg kecik..so guyz..aku banhun semula chewahhhhhhh

ahrg..still menyedikan

Monday, January 5, 2009

My mum
















Officially Blogging From Kuala Kangsar,Perak.......

............hmmmmmmmm........hua..........!!!!!!!!!!!!hua........!!!!!!!(tgh menangis ni)
My Godness kat sini sangat la sunyi..i kira dari pukul 6am tadi till now,3 bijik kereta and 6 bijik motor je lalu deoan my house(termasuk my cousin n uncle n the neighbour)...huargggg sungguh boringnya.I MISS MY MUM..N MY DAD TOO....I MISS IPOH..
Faizah n Kaif seems to not mind it ok la tu kan..yang penting anak2 selesa..i pun senang la nak ajar my daughter .I hope i will form a better family kat sini..Please friend n family do pray for me and my family..AMIN....

p/s MAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU LAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

SAD AND HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME

2moro morning i will be leaving to my own hse iam happy but sad to leave my parents (stayed with them in ipoh since i was pregnant with faizah..2005)
even tho my relationship with my parent is not that jolly2 one but still they r my parents and ido love them so much(cant seen to tell them that..ego kot)
mum my might be thinking right now'wah girl is so happy to leave us'..trust me Ma..langsung tak mcm tu..
i think it is my time to fly with my little family just like u did b4...so Ma do pray for me..i know iam not the daughter u wanted me to be..but im still ur daughter right..
i can never ever replace all the love n caring you pour to me..i can only pray for ur good health n happiness...
I want to say these words right infront of you(agan due to my ego..i just cant said it out)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MA AND PA

Thursday, January 1, 2009

GOOD MORNING BLOGGER AND READERS

Assalamualaikum..good morning...selamat pagi and salam sejahtera!!!
Today like other dayz is just another day..*tergendala sebentar my 3 year old daughter nak gi BO* ok back to just another day,plan to goback to my kampung in Kuala Kangsar(not sure yet)Kaif is sleeping but eye half open,he might wake up anytime soon..

ok again tergendala untuk 45 minutes,mum naik atas and maki2 me macam biasa kan i dah kata it is just like another day..hahaha..aku dah buasa kena maki pagi2,pastu meleret2 sampai malam pun dah biasa.dulu masa single boleh la aku terus blah dari rumah gi lepak gan kawan tapi sekarang ni takkan nak angkut anak2 aku yang dua org ni(cuba bayangkan) hahahaa

so plan to balik kampung jadi by 1.00pm i will moving,
Faizah masuk balik bilik and wish happy new year.as if she knows the meaning.Kaif down stairs with my Dad(baik kan my dad bagi i chance to blog)hehehe

My Mum ni kalau dia dah bangun dia tak tahan see kami yang lain laze around so mula la dia nyanyi lagu yang sumbang...hahahah

ok la guyz,i made my point today nad also i am starting to make changes(mum maki pun i senyum lagi,lagi my mum panas hati kah kah kah)

kenapa ni!!!

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CHANGES

Need to do some changes in my life at this moment,I'm 33 years old and i haven't achieve what i wanted to,i don't regret my past at the same time i try to minimise mistake in Future.I have been through alot in my life some r bad some r good...i hope after this mostly good things appear.Sometime people don't seem to understand me(i taught i was easy to interpret),Well u see even i don't understand my self so y should i expect others to do so,So now i am just gonna ignore my emo feelings n start thinking logic and practical.I want to be a good teacher to my children and make sure they get what they deserve..my time is over now i have to concentrate on them..not to say I'm neglecting my self just that I wont make myself as priority,

Hope that what i wish n want we come through..AMIN